Posted by: ourlifewithmpd | May 6, 2010

Got really triggered just now by something a friend posted on his blog (a video). Feel sick to my stomach, headache, weak in the knees. Feel like crying. Heart beating fast.

I know I shouldn’t have watched it, I figured out what it was before I did. Why did I watch it?



  1. I’m sorry. Do you think it’s a morbid curiosity we have sometimes that makes us watch (or read) triggering things? I’ve done that a few times thinking “Okay, System, try this!”, and really suffered later. I thought it was some kind of self-punishment.

    I don’t mean to make you uncomfortable, but I thought you asked a valid question.


  2. That’s an interesting observation. Wow. I never thought of it that way!

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